Post activity thoughts

Well I did have some success. That success being that in the end I managed to get that little project finished. Although other people had stuff that was cooler than mine, I can still say that I'm glad I got something done. So looking back at that dreadful activity, which I didn't think I would be able to complete, I can probably conclude that I could maybe learn from that horrible experience.
(Is the point that I didn't like it coming across at all?)
I can look at it in the way that I overcame my fears(?) and crushed confidence(which I didn't have much to spare in the first place) and eventually managed to get something done.

But now we come to the next project...big one. And wait for it...
My confidence again has gone dramatically downhill. But back to point I was making; I can hopefully draw from the previous experience and maybe realise that I can achieve something if I really want to, even though I may not think I can. I hope that all made sense.

With this next project I'm again thinking that I may not have the skills to complete it in an acceptable standard, let alone finish it at all. But we shall see and hopefully with each project I will start gain more confidence and a positive attitude, providing that I get this one done and can move on. But see that is the attitude that I should not have and not get into the habit of having.

So basically I need to clarify the objective(?) of this next project to ensure that I understand it completely and come up with some good ideas so that I can work on it and finish it over the Easter break.

Start thinking...